On cutting back

I feel sort of bad talking about this here, especially seeing as one of the decks I recently got rid of was one I spent a bit of time with here, BUT: I’ve been having a bit of a tarot clear-out lately. It started after the frenzied trading of a Trade Train (have I spoken of this before?) where many decks were swapped and acquired. I started to look at my collection. It was starting to feel a bit unwieldy. A bit wobbly.

I decided to take the plunge and sell off those decks that I either wasn’t using, wasn’t sure about, or couldn’t imagine using particularly well. Some of them are well-loved decks by a large number of people in the “tarot community”, but we just did not click one bit, including:

  • Alchemal Tarot: renewed
  • Touchstone
  • Mary-El
  • Rabbit (2nd edition)
  • Hermetic Tarot
  • Rohrig
  • Buddha (Place)
  • Jane Austen
  • Dante Tarot
  • Dreaming Way
  • Wisdom of the Four Winds Oracle

And in a way I feel like I’m only getting started.

I feel like doing the ‘One Deck Wonder’ thing has set me along this path. Sticking with just one deck for a few months has made me a lot more critical about the decks I want to use, and also my buying habits! It’s so easy to be tempted by every pretty “face” that comes along (I’m thinking of you, Dreaming Way). But all too often those pretty faces don’t have a great deal of substance behind them. I know I dutifully recorded my weekly use of DW (and I am honestly not meaning to pick on just one deck; the DW is whimsical, pretty, with gorgeous card stock, and backs), but when I think of picking it back up again I just feel no desire at all. Strange?

The Alchemal is another one that many people love and I feel quite cold about. I love Place’s Vampire tarot, but the Buddha and Alchemal don’t do anything for me. After really, really trying with these I set myself a new tarot rule: I’m not going to use a deck that I have to learn a new system for. I’m comfortable with the symbolism, archetypes, numbering, etc. of tarot. I don’t feel as comfortable when there’s a layer of alchemy or religion on top of that. (As for alchemy, what the hell? I mean, alchemy is fascinating, in that it was instrumental in the development of chemistry as a science, but I find it incredibly hard to take something like that seriously.)

The Dante was another. I’m a bookworm, and so have been drawn to literary decks in the past (cue the Jane Austen). But invariably these do not translate well to tarot (the Place Vampire excepting). Again, just too many layers. Usually I like layers. Art with depth. But I guess my tastes in tarot do tend toward the simplistic. I’m ok with that.

Anyway, whew. I feel like I had to get that off my chest a bit. My collection is down to forty-two, now, but I still feel uncomfortable with that number. I’d love to have five decks, but I don’t think that’s quite possible yet. Oh wait – forty-one. I gave my copy of The Secret Life of Birds Tarot to my sister while she was here last week. Maybe I could do thirty…

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Emperor-like

Emperor-like

I don’t get this card turning up very often for me. It’s too firey, too decisive. But lately I suppose I’ve had that hat on. I’ve started to get a bit ruthless with regard to tidying up, getting rid of a lot of my junk (and trimming back on excesses). This Emperor is very much in the here-and-now. He’s calm, confident, and in control. I suppose this is where I’m trying to get to with my own habits and activities. Not so all-over-the-place, like I can often be. How will this all play out? I’m not sure. There’s still so much to do around the place, now I’m looking at the house (and my study, especially) with fresh and critical eyes. The Emperor turning up now is a reassuring figure to me, not at all overbearing like I used to think of him. It gives me an easy, relaxed feeling. I know I’m on track and I can get control of my house and my life!

International Icon Tarot
By Glow in the Dark Pictures
Copyright ©2003 GlowInTheDark
ISBN: 978-0972878815
(Bought from Glow In the Dark Pictures)

Busy, busy!

It’s been a busy few weeks since Easter.  We took our first road trip up north, to visit both sets of grandparents (and aunt, and great aunt and uncle, and my godmother!). We got back, had a few days to decompress, and then Steve was hit by a nasty stomach bug that half the people he work with got. We think it was a norovirus, which means someone must have come in to work without washing their hands after going to the toilet (urgh), and then touched something communal like elevator buttons (urgh, urgh!), that everyone else then touched (triple urgh!).

Fortunately neither Leila or I caught it, though poor Steve was put into quarantine in the spare room. Then I was hit hard with allergies. Needless to say tarot has unfortunately taken a back seat to everything else that’s been going on.

But today, I find myself with a moment to sit down and think, and so I drew a card:

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Typical, isn’t it? Everything going on, busy, busy, busy. The world’s got my attention these days.

International Icon Tarot
By Glow in the Dark Pictures
Copyright ©2003 GlowInTheDark
ISBN: 978-0972878815
(Bought from Glow In the Dark Pictures)